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FEMALE SUPER SPREADERS OF "VIRUS"

Nazi females whose voices are heard at the beginning of phone calls made via Airtel and Jio are super spreaders of Nazi LIES about FAKE "Covid corona virus". Indian Army and CBI and CIA etc. should find out DETAILS of these TOP evil NAZI females "Pamela" etc. who are partners Peter/SATAN. India is not a "banana republic" run by FUCKING NAZI super cheat Peter/SATAN. (Airtel and Jio and Vodafone are sustained by LAKHS of hardworking dedicated Indians, NOT by a few illegally very rich male and female Nazi scoundrels.)
 
Kishalay Sinha [G] October 6, 2021

SHOT DEAD

Nazi fake pharmacist shot dead in J&K.

Kishalay Sinha [G] October 6, 2021

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Try this to STOP your Obsessive Thoughts / GREAT TIPS TO OVERCOME OVERTHINKING (20:15) / Stephanie Lyn Coaching (YouTube)

OTTER transcript of the beginning of the above talk. I installed OTTER app (from Play Store) in this smartphone (Motorola) - I used OTTER to transcribe the above talk into text which I then copy-pasted below: 

Hey guys, welcome back. Thanks for joining me for another video if you're new to my channel welcome and 
relationship coach, I am a little sick as well so bear with me. My voice is just a little hoarse this week. But this week I wanted to talk about overthinking so when we are over thinkers. A lot of times people that are over thinkers are the highly creative ones they're very detail oriented they're the problem solvers, They're sometimes the fixers the people pleasers that codependent person, tend to be the people that overthink because they want to make everything right they want to make sure they make the best decision, so they obsess and they obsess about the pros and cons of something, you know, they rehash an experience over and over again because they're trying to figure out what went wrong and how can I fix this and they're just, they get so in their minds. They're real deep thinkers. So, why this can be a problem, it's a great trait to have because it means that you don't, you know make rash decisions you don't just okay I'm going to do this and do it with no thought at all so there has to be a balance between people that kind of dive right into life and don't really think too much and then the people that just think and think where it becomes obsessive creates anxiety, you know, possibly depression and just becomes a problem in order to find the balance between not caring and not thinking about anything in life, you know, decision wise and overthinking every single decision is understanding why we are this way. So I personally have two theories on why someone is an over thinker, the number one reason why people tend to overthink is control. So a lot of the times if I'm going to obsess about something to the point of wanting to make the best decision possible. It's because I live in a fearful place, so I want to seek control. If I want to make the best decision and I want to figure out the whys, so much that because it becomes obsessive to me, that means that I want to I want control over why something happened I need to know in order to make myself feel better. So if I need control over a decision that I'm making, I want to make sure I'm making the best possible decision because I fear what it's gonna feel like if I don't make the right decision. So essentially I'm trying to find the best decision that will cause that or make me have the least amount of risk and make me feel the least amount of pain. So because we fear, feeling pain, or, or having that disappointment or making a wrong decision because we think that there's a right decision and a wrong decision that we obsess about what decision to make, if I can overthink something, and I can find the best possible decision that will cause me the least amount of pain that will make me feel happy because I don't know how to deal with the thoughts and feelings. I'm going to have if I feel disappointment if I have a letdown. If I quote, don't make the right decision and fail at something, so I haven't learned that everything happens for a reason I haven't fully accepted that there was no wrong decisions that can be made because every decision, whether it's a good feeling decision it leads me in a direction where I feel good, or if it leads me in a direction where I feel pain that I had to feel both of those feelings in order to continue on my journey. So when we come from those places of not understanding those theories in life. And that's, that's how life works. It really comes down to. We weren't taught how to manage our feelings and our emotions. We weren't taught how to honor those negative emotions, those feelings of uncomfortableness because our parents didn't know how to do that for us so they can teach us that kind of stuff, and that those feelings are perfectly fine, and they need to happen just like we need to experience joy and laughter and happiness and contentment, we also need to feel those uncomfortable feelings as well because that's life and it's going to happen. So when we feel those things when we are a child, and at points that are growing up in our development, we felt out of control, you know, maybe we were in situation where our parents weren't taking care of us the way they should have or they didn't teach us how to manage our emotions and we didn't know what to do. Maybe we were taught that, what we think and how we feel was drawn. So, when all of these things start to happen throughout our childhood we fear feeling out of control because we felt it at one point in our childhood and because we were children, and we didn't know how to manage that feeling, that now becomes our subconscious belief of needing to obsess about decisions that we make it also comes back to that codependency whereas if I make the best decision then I'll feel good about myself, people will, you know, look at me in a certain way, possibly love me, that my decisions in life, the love that I received from others and the acceptance that we get from others are determined by the decisions that I make and if I make a wrong decision. I'm going to possibly feel judged or shamed or guilty or anything that we have possibly felt in our past. So in order to have an assumption about something we have to have had to have experienced already so I made a decision and I'm just judged for that decision whether it was wrong or right, or good or bad, even though there really is no wrong right or good or bad, if I was judged. Then I'm going to fear making decisions, because of the fear getting that judgment, and I'm going to fear getting that shame so when you can shame when you've been judged by our family or friends or parents, as we're growing up and we become adults, that becomes our program that becomes the voice that's in the back of our head is make sure you make the right decision because you're going to feel judged or you got to make a right decision because you're going to get shamed from someone or you're going to feel guilt or whatever emotion that you felt, growing up, usually it was judgment. Now the next reason why people might tend to overthink. And some people might disagree with me and that's totally defined but I believe that it also is an addiction. So if I'm a fixer, I'm a people pleaser, I'm codependent, then I need to make the best decisions to make sure everything's okay. And in order for everything to be okay. I have to examine decisions to make sure this is going to lead to the outcome that I want which is everyone loving me. No one being upset with me, not really setting boundaries or, you know, testing the waters with everyone just kind of coasting, so I can overthink that I can examine every little aspect of the decision in order to make sure that I am making the right one. And when this happens time and time again that okay I'm gonna obsess about something to make sure I'm making the right decision because I don't want to feel any pain I don't want to get any judgment from mom or dad or my sister or my friend or whatever. And I'm gonna keep going in and I'm already a thinker in general I'm already creative I'm already a problem solver, I'm already detail oriented, I already am these things and know if you tap on that person or codependent, you just now heightened your ability to overthink. So if I, over time, rehash experiences over and over again and I stay so stuck in my mind that behavior can become addictive, it can become the thing that you think is going to help you feel the least amount of pain. And if this is done on site. A lot of us aren't even aware that we're over thinkers, we might have been told by family, friends, oh you know you're an over thinker, you definitely analyze, you know, the decisions that you make in life like to the extreme sometimes, but to us and the day to day life that we live, we don't really even know that we're doing this until we get to the point of utter exhaustion and not being able to make any decision, and I know that's something I definitely felt, where it's almost like I've thought about it so much that now I'm even more confused than when I originally started even thinking about making a decision on something, and that's extremely frustrating. So if you've ever been there where you feel completely exhausted by something and now you don't even know really what to do, you know definitely comment down below because I would love to hear your feedback on that but I know I have definitely felt that in the past, and it was because I just overthought it I went too deep with something I tried to find the best possible, you know scenario what it would look like and how it would feel and what I should do it and how it would look, I keep some sense of all the little details on something that cause it just debilitated me and if it didn't debilitate me it could possibly cause anxiety it definitely causes stress. And so learning why we are this way, and then also learning these tips I'm about to share with you will really help you kind of break this habit because it is a habit it is addictive and it's something that you will 100% can stop doing, you just have to first be able to acknowledge when you are doing it and it can be something as simple as, should I buy frozen, frozen peas. Should I, should I buy canned peas. Should I buy red sweater, green sweater, should I go to the restaurant tonight, or go and grab my friends or should I stay home, I mean it can be the smallest of decisions so there's a couple of tips I'm going to give you to help you to stop overthinking but one of the first things that I have to say is you got to be patient with yourself. Everything that I talked about on this channel, learning how to love yourself practicing healthy, healthy positive self talk, you know, learning how to parent yourself really building that self esteem building that self worth. This is not something that happens overnight, and for the people that want a quick fix, and they say okay I'm going to you know do coaching or I'm going to watch videos and I don't want to feel this way anymore. I really want to change my life. That's amazing. But you have to keep that momentum up you have to keep that patience with yourself up you have to keep this up in terms of a practice because that's what it is it's something that you're going to do for the rest of your life. The more you do something, the easier it gets. But it's always going to be something that is going to be a part of your day to day life, just like people that work out regularly, that is a part of their day to day life, it's it's like showering to them. It's like eating breakfast in the morning, it just needs to happen day in and day out, and that's what, especially my coaching, That's what this is about. This is...

(Otter is such an amazing speech-to-text app. There are other similar speech-to-text apps available, too. A speech-to-text app will be a boon to writers because it is many times faster than typing a text.)

How to Handle Passive Aggressive Behavior - Stephanie Lyn Life Coaching (18:30) / Stephanie Lyn Coaching (YouTube)

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Again, if you're not aware of these things, you're going to take that on, and you're going to, you know, focus so much on that, that insult that little thing that they were trying to get to you, and you're going to focus on that and bring that up. Well thanks for compliment but did you have to bring up that I just finished the degree and you're going to get like defensive and you're going to get engaged in this now argument instead of recognizing that this behavior was unhealthy and it was a form of passive aggressiveness, and why are they passive aggressive because they're insecure because they're probably a jealous person, because anyone that's really happy and all and healthy by themselves. People don't do those things when they're healthy and they're content by themselves they're excited for everyone's win, and they want to, you know, bring people up and make people feel great about themselves, they don't want to tear them down and make them feel crappy,** and again this is just a defense mechanism because they don't know what it is they're feeling and they don't know how to deal with the feelings that they're having so maybe the reason why someone was being passive aggressive and gave you those subtle insults, is because they leave their job and they don't know where to begin in order to find a new one, but because they're not probably aware of that feeling, they might be a little bit aware, and in order to kind of make themselves feel better because they're feeling so low because they're insecure, of the of that they're going to give you that little passive aggressive, you know, insult. And so understanding these things is so important to not take this stuff on, and to let someone sit in, you know that negative space that they're in. So if someone were to give you that type of a backhanded insult a compliment. The way you would handle it is just by saying, I know I'm so, so proud of myself. I can't believe I did this. the [The] interview went great. I know that I nailed it. I'm so excited, and I get a bonus every December, you know, Just not even engaging not even recognizing or acknowledging that that little insult just actually happen, and just avoiding it altogether because when ...

** [This description fits Me to a t (idiom). - G]

I think Stephanie got upset and jealous when she thought I was giving special attention to (I have temporarily forgotten her name) - Bethany - but then realized her mistake when she realized that for Me all females are equal - all have the same physical characteristics - and the same emotional nature - hyper emotional nature - and also that I am not affected by female melodrama. (I have assumed that the dates of publication of YouTube videos are imaginary time travel dates.)

Overcome NEGATIVE Emotions / Anger, Hate, Fear, Anxiety / Stephanie Lyn Coaching (20:43) / Stephanie Lyn Coaching (YouTube) 

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Hey guys, welcome back. Thanks for joining me again for another video if you're new to my channel my name is Stephanie, I am a life and relationship coach, if you are a subscriber, welcome back. Thank you guys for subscribing and joining me again for another video. So for this week's video I wanted to tackle something that I think is extremely important and that is how to handle our negative emotions, you know, we're going to have them we're human beings so at times, we're going to have hate and anger and frustration and jealousy and sadness and stress and worry and fear and things of that sort and how do we handle these emotions, and I wanted to teach you guys really the benefit of having these emotions and how to really learn how to feel your feelings in a healthy way because I don't think we are ever taught these things in school and from our own parents, and I think it's so healthy and necessary to create a great life, if you learn how to handle and process these feelings in the these emotions so one of the reasons why people often don't like to feel their feelings, or you know, whether they're obviously if they're negative, is because they're so scared of what they're feeling, when it's just a feeling it's just an emotion that you're having, they just have this feeling or belief that they won't know how to get themselves out of it and so they either disassociate or they suppress it and they push it down, or they just say okay, no I'm just gonna pull through this and it is what it is right like I just got to pull through it, instead of just being able to love themselves and parent themselves through all of these feelings that we're having, and have that kind of inner dialogue with yourself that you should be having like I was talking about parenting yourself learning how to be your best friend living, learning how to be your own coach and therapists or whatever it is that serves you, but learning how to really take care of yourself in what it is that you're feeling and really taking responsibility for what it is that your feeling. So one of the things that was a real game changer for me was I stopped looking at my negative emotions as a bad thing, and I started saying okay, there was actually a purpose to everything that you're feeling, and our negative emotions have a purpose as well. They're basically a signal, or red flag that's going on that there's something that's going on inside that you have to deal with that you have to attend to. And usually it's one of two things, either your negative emotions are creating the story inside of your head, that's not true, or could possibly not be accurate, and you keep repeating it over and over again that's causing you that anger that's causing you that hate, frustration, sadness, worry, stress, anxiety, and you keep repeating the story when in fact you don't even have all the facts, you don't know if it's actually gonna happen in life. It's not happening in this moment. And so that was really huge for me when I realized that my negative emotions were just really signs that I needed to go a little deeper and figure out okay well where is this coming from, where's this hate coming from versus anger coming from, and really unraveling, everything that that emotion was attached to, every story I was telling myself, and things of that sort, and really taking responsibility for every story that was coming up, so for example if you're dealing with someone that let's say betrayed you. And they betrayed you, I mean, you know they did something that was really hurtful, they did something that was morally wrong or whatever. And so that, that is a black or white situation but the reality is that you create a story as to why they did what they did to you, and you're taking it so personally that it's causing all of these negative emotions to come up, of course one of the emotions that's going to come up with sadness, right, or anger, and one of the things that I learned was, and this was really, really huge for me was the underlining feeling of anger is always sadness. So when you're angry at someone, if you're angry at a situation, really what you're experiencing is sadness, you're sad, because you had an expectation of who you thought this person was, or what you thought the situation was going to be and because it's not coming to fruition because someone is now a different person, or did something that you didn't think that they were capable of doing, or that a situation is not going to happen now and you were really sure this was going to happen. It causes you to feel that disappointment, it caused you to feel that sadness. So instead of saying, Okay, and so saying, I'm not, I don't hate you're not angry with you what I really am is just, I'm sad, I'm sad and disappointed,
and understanding that feeling and emotion rather than just running with a hate and anger and just keeping that at the forefront, and just repeating that same story over and over again on why you think someone did what they did to you, or why you think the situation happened the way it did, when in fact, there can be a ton of other reasons why these things happen, that number one have absolutely nothing to do with you, and number two you know nothing about. Now this stuff is not always easy to do. So we've been conditioned and we've been programmed to stay stuck in these feelings, right, we weren't programmed and taught how to really move through these feelings and these emotions that we're having, we were taught, really nothing and actually some people were taught to really stay in that emotion and just power through it. You know when you hate someone you hate someone for life and you just roll with it. So, this takes time to kind of really work through because in order to learn how to process your negative emotions, and really change that story, that's something you're not going to be able to do overnight, it's going to take practice. So when you're having a feeling of stress or worry or hate or anger. What I always and this is why I talk about parenting yourself, is you have to be able to have that inner dialogue. And one of the first things that you have to do with that dialogue is you have to become extremely curious, you have to become so curious as if you were sitting across the table from your parents, your best friend, someone that you love and they came to you with this problem of I'm frustrated, I'm sad, hurt. You know I hate this person, I'm angry about this, and become curious and want to help them and solve that problem, you know, why do you feel this way and asking them questions to really dig out okay well what's the root of this we can get to the root of the problem, it's the same thing with parenting yourself when you're experiencing all of these feelings, you know, really getting to the root of, okay, where does this anger come from, where does this hate come from, what's the story that I'm telling myself that's attached to, you know why I hate this person or why am angry with this person and like I said, nine times out of 10 It's got to be sadness, and so really understanding how we can manage our state, and taking responsibility for the fact that every negative emotion you feel you're feeling, no one's making you feel that way, even if someone does something to you, you still are choosing to stay in that state of hate or anger, or what have you. And you know what, maybe you need to stay in that state for a little bit and that's totally fine, but where it becomes unhealthy for you is where you get stuck in it. And when we, you know, keep repeating the same stories over and over again and ...

Kishalay Sinha [G] October 4, 2021 

KENNEDY FOX BOOKS 

18 Months of Being a Full-Time Author / Self-Publishing (32:46) / The Courtney Project - Published on October 4, 2021 (YouTube)

Otter speech-to-text transcript:

Hi everyone, my name is Courtney I write under the pen name, location [?!!] and I'm one half of [?!!] the USA Today [?!!] best selling jokanovic box [Kennedy Fox], and today I'm giving you a one and a half year update of me quitting my full time job. If you're new here, I quit my corporate job in March of 2020 to write full time. I have a playlist where I gave you guys a monthly update of my first year, and a yearly recap, and here we are, a year and a half later, so I just wanted to kind of give you a rundown of the things that have been going on in the last six months, stuff that you know we have accomplished as Kennedy Fox, things that I'm working on, I can tell you that it's much easier to make this video, monthly, than it is to make it in a huge chunk like this, because it's really easy to forget the things that have been done. So, I have a list of things I'm sure that I've forgotten something just because the last six months of my life have been a little rocky, so the first thing that we did was an anthology project I have spoken about this before I believe in a previous video, it was several authors who got together to raise funds for the Ronald McDonald House. All the proceeds of this project, went to that organization, and we ended up making USA Today with that project and also we donated $25,000 to Ronald McDonald House, basically they help families who have sick* children and they give them a place to stay and kind of take care of some of the financial burden**, I'll put a link down below if y'all are interested in that organization** or finding out more about that. It was really awesome that we were a part of that and we were able to get that. 

So the next thing that we did was we focused a lot on rebranding series and I talked about how rebranding is important, especially when folks are older and you're trying to breathe life into them backlist is king and you want to make sure that you're always keeping your older books, up to date with current times, because it's easier to sell them, and so we were just looking at some things that we had written a few years ago and realized we have the money to recover these series and random worked on the roommate two series which you can see that these were the original covers, and we replaced it with these covers right here, we kind of tweaked the blurbs a little bit. We also box them together in a six books set. Who did that to the CheckMate do series as well. And if you watch the unboxing video. When I got those in the mill book is thick, it's six books in one, the new covers are beautiful, Dana did an amazing. We read did [re-did] what was previously known as the bedtime read series that series has gone through a guy's we have changed covers. Now, three times, four times three or four times. And we have changed titles, now three times. We've changed author names, and I don't really have any regrets because I think that we finally got the series to a point where it needed to be, we knew that we had packed into those books wrong we knew from the beginning, you didn't want to heard me talk about this series. So many times and I think we're finally at the point where it's where it needs to be, if you look at those covers compared to the rest of our books like our entire catalog. It fits in a lot better. 

The third series that we worked on was the X conduit series and Birkin, I realized that, you know, Maybe having ex con*** in a series, it wasn't like the best idea. When we first wrote it, we thought it was a great idea but sometimes you make mistakes and you missed the mark and you don't realize it until time has passed, and sometimes you realize that in the middle of a series like we did, and we have never rebranded in the middle of a series, we always want to give our readers the opportunity to finish their collection with the covers that they have, when we do series, we get all the covers made at once. We don't wait around, then get the first two and then the next two like we get them all done at once, so we can see the big picture of how they'll look laid out and so we already had the cover sign [design] for the final two books, and we kept pre order on our website for those covers, if people want to essentially complete their collection with that said, and then also we have pre orders for the new covers with that series, we change the series name from the X conduits series to the lotton Bridge to wet series, and that's the small town those books take place in. It's a made of town that Brooke and I created, they are all small town, romance, they have suspenseful elements to it yes the heroes may have done some time in prison****, but that's not the main focus and so we wanted to make sure that we were portraying those books correctly so we changed the series name. We kept the titles, and we changed the covers so they have more of a small town Phil were so busy, I love the way that they look now and I think that's the only three that we have worked on in the last six months looking at my bookshelf that is incomplete with old covers we've done a lot of rebranding and if you can afford to do it, I highly recommend it. You do not have to go and get custom photos done guys like you can use stock images and it's not even that big of a deal. I'm sure that you noticed that on some of our covers you saw the same images and that's because, for roommates, we had a photoshoot done where we had several images and different poses some of those images change on those covers, and then of course, on the ex con slash Lawton Ridge, do it series, we had custom photos so we have those but if you notice on the Make Me series. We originally had custom photos for all those books, and then we use stock images for those yes those are stock images, think that's why it's important for you to find a cover designer that is one not going to charge you an arm and a leg to make the cover, and to who can make stock images look really nice. I wish I could say like that we're not going to rebrand ever again that's just not reality, I imagine, five years from now we'll probably redo all these covers again. And that's because, in five years from now the market may change what people like may shift a little bit so we like to make sure that our covers, and our packaging and our blurbs and all of that is up to date with current times for the lighting rage we also raise it blurbs, so they're shorter not as long. We took out some of the stuff that was just unnecessary and tightened them up. And I think that that's really helped to [too], we are actually releasing the last two books in that series. One releases in about two and a half weeks. And the next one releases. The next month. So, as you are writing those and just making sure that we are putting the best possible books out there that we can. 

Next up is we have been moving ahead with translations, I had spoken about this in my new year's video, I don't remember, but I know that I've talked about it, we have decided to start getting our books translated ourselves to Self Publish. And I remember when I was a new author back in the day like I just never thought that that was a thing that, you know, indies did, but it absolutely is and I'm really excited to be moving forward with that since Brooke does all of our audio books and deals with our narrators and producers and all of that. I deal with our translators and so I'm the person who essentially like hires our translators and guides that on, and basically sets up their schedule, make sure that they are hitting their deadlines, paying them and all of that and Brooke does the same types of things for audiobooks as she deals with the narrator's making sure that they're scheduled that we are on their list, making sure that we're going to get books at specific times and so we both have like two different branches of like our sub rights I guess you could call it I've been working with some Italian translators because that's the first language that we're dipping our toes into, because we have publishers and French and German in a polish and we have books that are still being translated by our publishers and so we didn't want to compete with them. So our goal is to have all of our books translated in Italian and see how it goes. Right now we've gotten four books done we're doing the roommate duet series first because formatted those I've uploaded them to all the sites and they are available for pre order now, I'm in the process of finding Italian reviewers, a lot of people are like how Where did you find them, I literally just put a call on my Facebook and like Hey, anybody know anyone who reads an Italian, someone was very gracious to private message me and send me a bunch of contacts for bloggers, and that's why it's important to find people and be active online because you never know who knows all these bloggers who read in a different language I'm working on getting the last two books of the remake duet series translated, and then our next series that we're going to get done is the CheckMate duet series, and then probably the lot in the range duet series until all of our duets are dying, and then I'm going to start going down the list with our interconnected state alone like Bishop brothers and circle B ranch series and the Make Me series and love and isolation series, I can't wait until next year when we launch them, so I can kind of give you an update of how they did like if we made our money back and it's expensive to get books translated, like I love learning new things and testing new things out, and we've just been honing in on this because it can make a huge difference in the amount of money that we make next year in 2022. Another thing that we have been working on is alternative covers for our books, more specifically, the love and isolation series, The two of us to best devise the end of us in the heart of us we've got an alternate covers for those out there, and of course our box sets which I believe I already spoke about, they don't have people on them, other than the Make Me series, they have objects and so that's really cool that we're trying that out too. So yeah, alternate covers, people love to collect them people love to see them. I really can't wait until we started doing signings again. Not going to happen this year, we might not do signings next year either. But it's going to be exciting to see like which books people bring to us because we've changed covers and we have alternate covers and we just have a lot of books out there so and on top of all that we also released several books, three which were in the last six months we released bossing the cowboy kissing the cowboy and winning the cowboy, and those did really well. I was surprised to see how many pre orders because you guys know that we have been trying to build our pre orders since we were wide and went to Kindle Unlimited and then went back wide our pre orders have not caught up to where they used to be yet, but I see them growing, And the more books that we write in a circle blu ray series, it's obvious that people are just really enjoying it and reading through it because our pre orders are growing our pre orders are growing on all of our books and so I know that, you know, if we just keep at it and keep pushing that it's just going to keep going up from here so that's something that's really, really exciting, also with that, we had our audio books produced as I mentioned for takes care of all of that and so we got our files, I uploaded on on a CX, which surprisingly they have been very quick the last six months. I think the last book that we put up only took 10 days for them to process it, and if you go back to last year, I believe, or the year before that we were waiting like 45, to 60 days for a book to go live, which is crazy, our processing time has gone down with that which has made it a lot better because we are not at the point where we're completely ahead or we can send the book to the narrator so they can start on it before we publish are still playing catch up because we've released so many books this year, so it's kind of like, okay, we need to write this book, after we get both rounds of edits and all of that and it's ready to go, then send it to the narrator so they have the final copy that they can start recording and our narrators are pretty quick we've not had to wait a super long amount of time. It's just sometimes ACS takes forever to process but the 10 days after we get the files is not too bad. And it's crazy because there's a group on Facebook, and they know when our books are alive one audible before we know, like they tagged us and I'm like how did they get this notification ACS doesn't even email us and say hey your book is alive like people are just stocking it and no our audio books are profitable, each one that we have produced, we have so far I believe made our money back if not it's because it's a newer book and it hasn't been out as long takes a little bit of time to get it out there and he started taking over our audio for the circle B ranch series and a circle B Ray series is doing really well, audio, I mean it's shocking to see that grow because beforehand we were basically selling all of our books to publishers, and just not dealing with it and they were like you know what, this is more money in our pocket sure we'll pay as an expense upfront, but eventually we will make our money back and it's an investment into our brand and our backless going really well, if you can afford to get your audio books produced, I would recommend it, I would think twice about signing some contracts because most of them are for seven years, you just don't have any control like for us, we like to do freebies, Or we like to do 99 cent sells or whatever the case is. And when you're on whisper sync people can download those audio books for cheaper 799 It's important for us to be able to go hey, we have this freebie download it and and get this audio book for tap off, I don't think that we will ever sell any more audio books, I don't know what our plan is when those contracts come up for renewal, but I have a feeling that we might consider just redoing them ourselves, but we still have time for that because a lot of those contracts we signed within the last like three years. So, you know, we got like four or five years to even think about it. We've done several promos, had some BookBub ads, we've done freebie pushes, we have done newsletter builders with other authors and we've just been really busy doing that kind of stuff, kind of like handles all of that she loves doing newsletter builders and like small anthology projects and stuff and I'm always like, we don't have time for that.
You know and so when she suggests these things, the text, always starts off with diet. I know that we do not have time to do this, but, and then you know she'll tell me what she wants to do and I'm like okay cool. We have an assistant now so as long as we are not spending our time on it and we can have Morgan kind of like wrangle ... 

... because it kept my mind off of other things. But then after the van was done, we went to Yellowstone for two weeks and we came back, and ever since we've been back my schedule has been jacked. I stay up until five or 6am Every morning I sleep until, depending on what I need to do. Sometimes I wake up at 10 Sometimes I wake up at three, it just, it's all over the place, and I'm trying to reset myself, but it's really hard, it's very very hard, one of my things when I quit my job was I just want to be able to wake up when I wake up, and I've stayed true to that but oh my god like go into sleep at 6am has to stop, but I haven't feeling the next three months, considering we're under major deadline, it's just not going to get any better and then it's going to start getting darker sooner and it's just, it's, it's gonna be crazy. It's gonna be crazy and I hope y'all are going for it. As far as my backlist I've had some people ask me about this, and I know that I made an announcement at some point that I was just not gonna focus on working on my backlist, but I think next year once working, I am not releasing quite as much, and have more time to work on audio books and foreign translations and all the other little things that we're doing anthologies newsletter builders all this stuff, you know, I might have a little bit more creative power in my brain to start working on my back list, but right now it's still on the backburner It's back there somewhere and it's been separated for about a year might be a little burnt on the bottom, but that's not my priority like, I'm not that worried about it I don't care that I don't have books to share with people that are my personal books like it doesn't bother me, like people want to support me by [buy] Kennedy Fox books I'm totally okay with it like it's not anything that I feel like I need to do right at this moment. Another thing that I've talked about a lot is the traditional publishing and how I want to do that, and how, you know I made promises to my dad that I was going to pursue that and so after I get through these next few months for life is just going to be super busy writing, I am going to kind of put some time to the side and start really plotting out that book, when I wrote by myself, I was more of a planner so I would have key points bullet point those things out and then I would figure out how to get from point A to B as I was writing work and I plot things specifically chapter by chapter with bullet points, and I feel like because we do it so hard core. I need an outline and so I feel like that one's gonna take me a little bit of time, obviously, after I finish it. The goal is to maybe send it to broke [broke Brooke!]. I haven't even asked her, but I'm sure she'll be fine with it, send it to Brooke, send it to some of my other friends and have them read it and tell me if there's anything that they feel like is missing or doesn't really make sense, because like I said, I'm not really putting out a book alone, ever. It's just going to be different because I haven't written alone in five years, it's been that long. Speaking of that, when this video posts, it will be the lead of Liam Brooks, five year public nursery of this is worth five years like our book is going to kindergarten, like this is crazy, and it still sells well people still don't load [?] it and love it so much so it's cool, it's a really cool thing to be able to celebrate, five years of this thing and published our first little baby. So yeah, this video is getting kind of long, I am sure that I forgot some things that we've died [?]. I did not write it down, the last six months of my life have been rocky. You guys know this so I looked at the calendar I was like, oh my god it's September, I said that I was gonna do quarterly or like year and a half or 18 months or whatever. And so I knew that I needed to make this video, not just for you guys who are wondering how my writing life has been going, but for myself because I forget, and sometimes I go back and watch those older videos and I'm like, Wow, I did that I totally forgot about those little details those little things are the things that I forget later on. And that's why I like to make these videos, and I want to keep the series going, things have been weird for me, I just got back in the groove of making videos for you guys again so yeah, it's been good. What do you know Jobs was the best decision of my life, and I will continue to say that it was a hard decision. It was not an easy one. It was something that I wished for that I wanted that I worked for, it was my number one thing on my bucket list was to be able to do this full time and have the freedom to be with my parents and do those things, and this job has allowed me that and I'm so grateful that I get to do this. And people are always like, Oh, well, how long did it take you I've been doing this for three years and I can't quit my job yet. Well, it took me 10 For me, I've always got the five year plan I'm like oh yeah the five year plan is this, and I haven't a five year plan to quit my job but it literally took me a decade, and I don't regret it, I think that timing is everything and it all happened at the right time, and I'm grateful for that. And I love this life that I have, and I love being able to write like that is still strange to me to tell people that's my job, they're like, What do you do. Oh, I'm an author, and you know people who don't know anything about it, they're just kind of like that pays your bills and I'm like, yeah, it does, it pays off the bills, it's just a really good feeling to know that back in 2011 I was like, Man, I'm gonna write a book, and that's it, like I've never written a book before at this point I was like I'm gonna write a book and Will's like you're not a writer and I'm like, I know that's the crazy thing about it, but I'm gonna do it, I'm gonna write a book, and then I wrote a book and then I wrote another one, and this is where we are. This is my job, and it's so crazy for me to go back to those different points in my life where I was like, I'm going to quit this job I'm going to write full time it's going to allow me to not struggle like I want to keep the same I don't want to quit my job and lose that and now, all those things have come true. And all I have to do is keep writing and keep publishing and hidden [?] going forward. And that's, like, I just, it makes me speechless when I think about it and I talk about it. But anyway, I've been talking about this all day and all night, I will be planning some live streams so make sure that if you're not subscribed, then to do that sometimes YouTube does me dirty [?!!] and doesn't tell people that we're going live, check out the Community tab that kind of posts in there so yeah it's been 18 months since I quit my job, it feels like yesterday, sometimes it feels like a lifetime. At other times, I mean it's still strange to me it feels weird and like I'm still living in the Twilight Zone. I'm hoping that that wears off soon but probably won't. But yeah, that's all I have for today guys, if you stay to the end of this video, thank you so much. And yeah, that's it.

I hope you have an amazing incredible week you accomplish all your goals, and you write all the words and I'll see you again in the next video.

(Otter transcript)

* I heard her sound like she said: "SIX children"

** Is that a sarcastic jibe at Bethany?

*** ex con !

**** the heroes [!] may have done some time in prison !

Brooke: cr. Brooke Passmore (YouTube)
CORRECTION!
I have just heard it mentioned in another YouTube video by The Courtney Project - "What I  Accomplished in 2020 as a Self-Published Author + More!" (24:26) - an optimistic and cheerful video - that Mr. Brooks is the husband of Ms. Courtney (Courtney Leigh Brooks?)! NOT a hen-pecked husband, I hope. Many are. (I am not hen-pecked, by the way. I don't look upon spouse as "better" half. Ridiculous.) Brook? Brooke? Brooks? 

"FREAKING pandemics"! 

I would say bluntly: FUCKING pandemic!

pandemic = pan demonic = super spread by male and female demonic Nazi cheats

NEW YORK BESTSELLER LISTS etc. etc. are fake lists concocted by Peter and his gang of Nazi cheats.

*

Translation into Italian: a biting sarcastic reference to Jhumpa Lahiri (nee)?

Audible seems very smart!

Is the ski resort a sarcastic reminder of cr. ex "Atlantis High Priestess" "EldoRa" gone completely cr.?

Are stickers mentioned very casually in passing to indirectly target poor Mandi (author YouTuber stickers-seller Mandi Lynn nee)?

Kishalay Sinha [G] October 5, 2021

GENERAL RELATIVITY 

General relativity theory and bending of light etc. are utter nonsense concocted by Nazi cheat Satan/Peter/Hitler/Einstein who only learned how to make FUCKING atom bomb यानि FUCKING "Brahmastra".

Kishalay Sinha [G] October 5, 2021

CRYING 

The Basics of Marketing Your Book (Online Book Marketing For Authors!) (9:46) / Kristen Martin - Published on Mar 19, 2016 (YouTube)

Kristen seems to have given up hope and sounds like she is crying her heart out in despair and heartbreaking hopelessness in this YouTube video published on Mar 19, 2016 (as a time traveler?).

Kristen is one of the top givers of hope to other equally pathetic YouTube girls who want to become rich and famous authors overnight.

Cheer up! Times have changed overnight! Communicate with cheerful and powerful OPTIMISTS like Courtney (KENNEDY FOX BOOKS), Amazon, KDP, black and white team Paige and Robin (Director and ex Director of IngramSpark/Ingram), Barnes & Noble, Flipkart, Apple, Kobo, Google Play etc. and also get help from makers of "pirated copies" in India etc. (lion and mouse story), Better World Books, Alibris etc. Forget your past enmities with other females. Try to stop giving backhanded compliments (of course you cannot stop doing that permanently, which is OK) to females you are NEEDLESSLY jealous of, who are ALSO in the same self-imagined mode of "depression" which is used as a synonym of "I AM NOT GETTING WHAT I WANT RIGHT NOW!" Mas. imagining s.w. H. - easy enjoyable cure for "depression" advertised by s. pampered females. Join the me too movement in writing and self-publishing!

Kristen and The Official Geet look like clones. This is a crazy world of clones and clowns.

Kishalay Sinha [G] October 5/6, 2021

WEAK

TOP 3 MISTAKES I'VE MADE SELF-PUBLISHING! (17:40) / The Courtney Project (YouTube)

Romance novels by Lyra Parish (lie or perish!) - 

WEAK FOR HIM (Weakness #1)
WEAK WITHOUT HIM (Weakness #2)
NO LONGER WEAK 
ELUDED

See hot summaries in Google. 

I have the hot novels:

IF I WERE YOU
BEING ME 
BEAUTIFUL STRANGER
BEAUTIFUL BASTARD
(I think I have another erotic novel in the BEAUTIFUL series but I cannot recall the title and don't feel like searching for the novel in My big personal library.)

Of course, nothing wrong with publishing very well-written hot romantic novels, but what I find embarrassing is that they are published by G (Gallery Books)/Simon & Schuster. The hot novels by Lyra Parish are published by KENNEDY FOX, not G. (I don't know how anyone can have a name like FOX and be proud of it. I admit I don't hesitate to shed Crocodile tears Myself. - G)

SAVE THE CAT! 

WRITING GUIDES YOU SHOULD READ  / Why I Prefer Screenwriting Guides to Novel Writing Guides (14:25) / Rachel Bateman - Published on Oct 6, 2021 [today!] (YouTube)

Rachel makes Me want to cry i.e. shed heartfelt Crocodile tears. I can feel the secret pain and anguish of heartbroken females who want to become rich and famous authoresses overnight. 

I want to write SAVE ALL HEARTBROKEN FEMALES DYING TO BECOME RICH AND FAMOUS AUTHORESSES OVERNIGHT!

Many years ago, I read a very entertaining novel by Knut Hamsun, who won the Nobel prize for literature: HUNGER. (My copy of the novel was a paperback Indian reprint published by Rupa, if I remember right. - G)

Kishalay Sinha [G] October 6, 2021

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