John Milton: PARADISE LOST

                      

                    MY FATHER KRISHNA SINHA

                                By Kishalay Sinha

I am very glad that the birth centenary of my late father Krishna Sinha is being celebrated this year - 2018 - exactly one hundred years after his putative birth in 1918, although my father did not have a horoscope prepared by a Hindu astrologer after his birth, recording the exact time and date and year of his birth, perhaps because poor families living in villages in olden times could not afford to pay the astrologer cum horoscope maker’s large fee. 

I was the first boy in my class at Don Bosco High School, Guwahati, and I vividly remember that when my HSLC result was published - on June 7 - I had done extremely well in the exam, securing third position and scoring the highest marks in mathematics - my father told me that June 7 was also his birthday! I did not know before that my father’s birthday was June 7. What a pleasant coincidence!

My father was a great scholar but he was such a self-effacing and modest scholar that he never showed off his learning. He always had the Gita by his side. When I was a young boy, he made us learn by heart two devotional prayer songs which we would sing every evening:

Hare Krishna Hare Krishna,

Krishna Krishna Hare Hare,

Hare Rama Hare Rama,

Rama Rama Hare Hare.

I think the above is a coded song which on decoding implies:

HARI = KRISHNA = RAM    ... (1)

The second devotional song he made us memorize and sing was:

Raghupati Raghava Raja RAM,

Patita pawana Sita RAM,

ISHWAR ALLAH tere/tero naam,

Sabko sanmati de BHAGAWAN.

I think the above coded song implies on decoding that:

RAM = ISHWAR = ALLAH = BHAGAWAN ... (2)

I conclude from (1) and (2) that:

KRISHNA = RAM = HARI = ISHWAR = ALLAH = BHAGAWAN

According to the entertainngly written scholarly book "Bigyan o Debodebi" by Nigoorhananda, Bhagawan means the owner of numerous "bhag"**. For a more detailed explanation, I refer the interested reader to that scholarly book. 

When I stood first in the Pre-University Science examination from Cotton College under Gauhati University, my father took me to a middle-aged friend of his, Professor Ram Kumar Das (a lifelong bachelor), who was the head of economics department of Cotton College, to seek his advice about my further studies. When we met him, my dad told him about my brilliant performance in the exam. Strangely, the tall bald learned professor did not offer me effusive congratulations but instead he pointed out to me how utterly small and insignificant we are compared to the vast universe. I think any other exam topper who met with such deflating response would have felt hurt but I remember that I did not feel bad at all. I think the reason for my not feeling hurt at all was that I must have felt that the professor was RIGHT: everyone is indeed ZERO to God.

The kind professor recommended that I pursue further studies at excellent St. Stephen’s College under Delhi University. We took his advice. (Looking back to that memorable encounter with the professor, I feel sure that my father must have met him in advance and instructed him to give me a proper DEFLATING lecture to PUNCTURE MY INFLATED EGO if I had become inflated with my success in my examination. I believe however that I cannot be  inflated any further because I am infinitely inflated!)

My father was a wise teacher who gave me excellent intellectual and moral training during my formative years. He knew how to give elementary sex education to a sensitive young boy in a subtle and indirect manner. One day, when I was a young school student, when nobody was at home I opened our wooden almirah which served as our library and took out a rather dull book on sex which contained a few explanatory line drawings of the female anatomy. I rapidly went through its pages and quickly put it back. Next day, when I opened the almirah again when nobody was at home, I was very surprised because that book was missing! My dad must have noticed that the book was not in the original place where he had kept it among other books and therefore I must have glanced through it! That was my dad’s subtle method of giving elementary sex education to a young boy! During that same period, when I woke up one morning I changed my underwear and dropped the used underwear for washing. My observant father picked it up and pointing to a wet spot on it (involuntary nocturnal emission, I think) he gave me wise advice: “Son, bad boys will say bad things about such things but don’t listen to bad boys.” Luckily, I never had “bad boys” as friends in India at any school and college and university where I studied nor in the excellent American universities UIUC and UIC which gave me university scholarships to pursue Ph. D. in biophysics and M.S. in applied mathematics, respectively.

When I was a college student many years ago, I sent a letter to a Pen Friend Society of Japan, informing them that I wanted GIRL pen friends. I gave my father’s office address as the address for communicating with me. One afternoon, when my father came back from office - (my dad always went to his office and back riding his bicycle; like my dad, I too went to my college and back riding my own bicycle; by the way, a scholar riding a bicycle in the Oxford university campus is normal, but it is now out-of-date in a modern Indian city like my home town Guwahati) - my dad told me that a letter sent to me from Japan by a Japanese BOY had arrived in his office and that the boy had sent me a handkerchief (as a gift, obviously) inside the envelope.

I did not ask my dad if he had brought the letter for me because I kept wondering how a Japanese BOY could have sent me a letter when I had specifically written to the Japanese Pen Friend Society that I was interested only in GIRL pen friends. Also, I thought that a GIRL would be much more likely than a BOY to send such a girlish gift as a handkerchief! I was feeling very suspicious.

Next day, during a break, I went from my college straight to my father’s office and entered his room where I saw my dad sitting on his chair behind his office desk and chatting with two men seated near him. I told my dad to give me the letter from Japan. My dad  opened a desk drawer and took out the envelope and held it up - I glanced at the addresses written in a beautiful handwriting and saw that it was from a GIRL named Miki as I kept hearing my dad informing the seated gentlemen in a sarcastic tone of voice that the letter was from an 18-year-old Japanese GIRL (unthinkable to my strict puritanical dad!) - and then my dad tore up the envelope! I said nothing and left. Looking back, my dad’s cruel act turned out to be my dad’s greatest contribution to my life because I never again wasted my valuable time on useless time-consuming things.

 ** bhag = v.

SAME GUY?

Brahma = Vishnu = Shiv = Kr./Sat. (late)?

K. S. = God 

Kishalay Sinha [G]

S. ছোৱালীবোৰে ইহঁতৰ ফুলা ফুলা br. তেখেতক কিয় দেখুৱাব খোজে? লেতেৰা মন ৷

S. মেয়েরা কেন তিনাকে তাদের ফোলা ফোলা br. দেখাতে চায়? নোংরা মন ৷

S. लड़कियां क्यों अपनी फूली फूली br. उनको दिखाना चाहती? गंदा मन ৷ 

Why do s. gals want to show their swollen br. to Him? Dirty mind. 

Fucking 420 চয়তান "দেৱ-দেৱী" গুণ্ডা-গুণ্ডী ৰেণ্ডা-ৰেণ্ডী বিলাকক ৰাইজে কোবাই কোবাই ইহঁতৰ হাগা মুতা বাহিৰ কৰিব লাগে ৷  

G 

বেনচুৎ মাদাৰচুৎ fucking "ঐতিহ্যমণ্ডিত" !

G 

"ঐতিহ্যমণ্ডিত" 420 বিলাকে নিজে light লগাব নোৱাৰে নেকি? ইমানেই দুখীয়া নেকি 420 alien বেনচুৎ মাদাৰচুৎ কেলা বিলাক?

G 

আমি চবেই জানোঁ ACS, IAS result বিলাক চব 420 result - চব "making" - and all male and female IAS and ACS alien officers without exception are very corrupt anti-national aliens. Over 60 ACS officers are now in jail and ইহঁতে জেলৰ ভাত খাই আছে ৷ - G 

USTM is run by f. alien ministers. - G 

S. ছোৱালীবিলাক সদায় secretly jealous of one another - কিজানি তেখেতে মোতকৈ যদি সেইজনীক বেছি ভাল পায়, যদি মোক পাহৰি সেইজনীৰ প্ৰেমত পৰে ... "ভন্টি"হঁত, তেখেতৰ কাম বন নাই নেকি?

G 

S. বেচেৰীবিলাকক দেখিলে নিমাত statue যেন লাগে ৷ ইহঁতক ইমান চু. মন যায় ৷ ছিঃ ! সাৱধান নহ'লে চৰিত্ৰহীন s. ছোৱালীবোৰে মোৰ চৰিত্ৰ বেয়া কৰি দিব পাৰে - মই সাৱধান হ'ব লাগিব দেই ৷ 

G जी 

ACS, IAS etc. 

আচল কথা হ'ল ACS, IAS ইত্যাদি হোৱাটো LOTTERY খেল জিকাৰ নিচিনা - গতিকে উল্লুৰ নিচিনা বিৰাট টেঙৰ চালু ঠগ coaching centre members বিলাকৰ কথা বিশ্বাস কৰিব নালাগে - দুই এটাই হয়তো পইচা খুৱাই through alien influence ACS, IAS etc. পাই যাব পাৰে, বাকী বিলাক চব লাড্ডু !  

Kishalay Sinha কিশলয় সিনহা जी [G]

Alien male and female politicians of all political parties will soon become extinct and cunning alien-invented elections will soon become a thing of the past.

गंदा सोच 

Sweet sexy चरित्रहीन देसी लड़कियों/औरतों को TV पर देखने से (e.g. on T.N.) क्यों चरित्ररहीन बेचारियों को चू. का दिल करता है ?... छि: ! दिल में क्यों इतना गंदा सोच आता है ?

किशलय सिन्हा जी [G] 

MASS MURDER IN AMRITSAR

All the male and female alien criminals including alien male and female Indian politicians of all Indian political parties who jointly masterminded and carried out the brutal MASS MURDER of men, women and children in AMRITSAR on Dussehra day on October 19 this year have been identified by Punjab police, IB, CBI etc. but all the male and female alien mass murderers are still roaming free.

Kishalay Sinha [G]

NIRANKARIS IN AMRITSAR 

Nirankari (Punjabi) is a follower of "the formless one", that is, a "Nirankari" is a follower of "God". 

Thus, Nirankaris are f. followers of "the formless one" - that is, f. followers of f. "God"/Kr./Sat. (late).

Nirankaris secretly connected with the BRUTAL MASS MURDER in Amritsar on Dussehra on October 19, 2018?

Nirankari headquarters in DELHI.

Nirankaris have been killed and injured in today's bomb explosion? 

Retaliation. Vengeance. Revenge. 

Violent बदला badla. 

Kishalay Sinha [G] November 18, 2018 

HITLER 

Hitler has been hiding for many years in Guwahati, Assam, India, I believe. Sadly, Hitler and his evil gang of Nazis on and inside earth cannot escape, alas.

Kishalay Sinha [G]

Punjab CM Amarinder Singh

Amarinder = Amar (immortal) + Inder = Amar ("immortal") Indra/Krishna (late) = अमर ("immortal") इन्द्र/कृष्ण (late) = অমর ("immortal") ইন্দ্র/কৃঁষ্ণ (late) = অমৰ ইন্দ্ৰ/কৃঁষ্ণ (late).

Punjab Chief Minister f. ALIEN "captain" Amarinder Singh, who is a f. CLONE of late f. Kr./Sat., is A VERY EASY TARGET.

Kishalay Sinha [G]

Gigolo জিগোলো जिगोलो 

Unfortunately for loose unethical sexy চৰিত্ৰহীন চরিত্রহীন चरित्रहीन rich gals, God (in human form) is NOT for sale - He is NOT a Gigolo.

Kishalay Sinha কিশলয় সিনহা किशलय सिन्हा [G]

John Milton: PARADISE LOST

Reading Dr. K. C. Chakravarti's guide to 'PARADISE LOST' Book IV by John Milton, it seems to Me that Adam did have a first wife (named Lilith, as mentioned in many YouTube videos?) BEFORE Adam married Eve though Rachel Stephens DENIES this  because Lilith is not mentioned anywhere in the Bible. 

I quote from Dr. Chakravati's guide:

"[John] Milton's experience of private life is to be found in 'PARADISE LOST' in the relationship of Adam and Eve. [I wonder if Milton = John Milton = John = Adam = WF?]. When Adam [John?] moralises on the unhappiness of marriage and puts the whole blame of his fall on woman it seems as if he is pouring out the bitter cry wrung from Milton [John Milton] by the still unforgotten miseries of his first unhappy marriage [his treacherous first wife Lilith/Rad./Pamela left Adam and became mistress of Satan?]:

"Oh! why did God,

Creator wise, that peopled highest Heaven

With spirits masculine, create at last

This novelty on Earth, this fair defect

Of Nature, and not fill the world at once

With men as Angels, without feminine,

Or find some other way to generate

Mankind? This mischief had not [would not have] than [then?] befallen,

And more that shall befall; innumerable.

Disturbances on Earth through female snares ...

"On the other hand, when Adam emphasises the nobility and moral beauty of Eve's character, it seems as if Milton is painting the picture of ideal womanhood as he found in his third wife [his third wife?!! Eve was his second wife or third wife?!! I find in the novel 'ADAM BEDE' by George Eliot that Adam had a virtuous wife named Dina; it is intriguing that according to My consort Swarna Lakshmi, she was affectionately called Dinah by her Khasi neighbours/neigbors when she was growing up in Shillong (in her new reincarnation?), where her late father (who was to become My father-in-law many years afterwards) used to work before his transfer to Guwahati when the capital of Assam shifted from Shillong to Guwahati, My home town. Dinah sounds like Diana. - G] 

"He puts into the mouth of the same Adam the most eloquent praise woman ever received culminating in:

"All higher knowledge in her presence falls

Degraded; wisdom in discourse with her

Loses discountenanced, and like Folly shows;

Authority and Reason on her wait..."

(From Dr. K. C. Chakravarti, 'PARADISE LOST Book IV', Nababharat Publishers, 72 Mahatma Gandhi Road, Calcutta-9)

Kishalay Sinha [G]

এত বাজে সুরে গাইছে - কর্কশ আওয়াজ - নিজের defect বোঝে না - আসলে out of nervousness - she is suffering from an inferiority complex - hence feeling very sad - due to Gigolo and Diana ...

Kishalay Sinha কিশলয় সিনহা जी [G]

বহ্বারম্ভে লঘুক্রিয়া ... an empty vessel sounds much ... conceited show-off ফাঁপা ব্যাটাটার কি বিচ্ছিরি আওয়াজ ! ... alien Nazi in disguise?... alien males keep on getting invited here.

গুরু না show-off গরু?

শেয়ালদের মিলিত আওয়াজ মনে হয় ৷

সুযোগ্য বাপের অযোগ্য সন্তান হলে দুঃখ হয় ৷ 

চেহারার সঙ্গে গানের কোন সম্পর্ক নেই - গান হল শ্রুতিমধুর আওয়াজ - যা গলার ভেতর থেকে আসে - face বা br. বা v. থেকে আসে না - চিৎকার করলেই গান হয় না - চিৎকার করলে noise produce হয় - আর প্রচুর practice ত করতেই হবে - a must. Most performers do not practise/practice hard enough, which is their chief defect. A casual approach is the bane of all mediocre singers.

আসামের ভূমিপুত্র না বঙ্গদেশের ভূমিপুত্র - যত্তসব parochial chauvinistic বাজে কথা নিয়ে রেষারেষি কাড়াকাড়ি - আসল কথাটা তলিয়ে যাচ্ছে - কেউ যে আজকাল sincerely গান শিখে না - কেবল অক্লান্ত চেষ্টা নিজেদের fake বিজ্ঞাপন through media. আর মিডিয়াই বা কি করতে পারে - চারিদিকে ত কেবল insincere অপদার্থরা - "নেই মামার চেয়ে কানা মামা ভালো ৷" - আর pheromone ছড়াতে ব্যস্ত talkative s. female anchors-রাই বা কি করতে পারে - বেচারীরা ত যৎপরোনাস্তি চেষ্টা করে যাচ্ছে দর্শকবৃন্দকে বিশেষ করে তিনাকে আকর্ষণ করতে - s. বেচারীরা ত sincerely তাদের duty করে যাচ্ছে যদিও খুব দুঃখের বিষয় s. বেচারীরা তিনাকে trap করতে পারছে না - s. বেচারীদের এমনিতেই মন খারাপ হয়ে আছে Gigolo আর Diana ইত্যাদি পড়ে ৷

কাৰেং ঘৰ নে ৰঙ ঘৰ? কাৰেং ঘৰ AND ৰঙ ঘৰ?

দক্ষিণ ভাৰতৰ নিচিনা অসমৰ পৃথিৱী-বিখ্যাত "ঐতিহ্যমণ্ডিত" মাজুলীতো s. "দেৱদাসী" আছে নেকি? - যদি আছে, s. দেৱদাসীৰ সংখ্যানো কিমান? ("আপোনাক/তোমাক কিয় লাগে? আপোনাৰ/তোমাৰ কিয় ইমান interest?")

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